I'm sorry if I am hurting you......I never meant too. I promise I didn't. I am just so afraid. I'm afraid that when you leave...I won't have the strength to smile everyday...to laugh....to make myself believe that everything is going to be alright.
I never mean to get this close to you...I never meant to feel the way I do. These feeling inside me is so new and I'm so afraid of it. I'm afriad of what it can do to me. I feel fragile around you...Like I need you to touch me to keep me from falling apart. To have you hold me close and tell me things......but...its just a dream...A wish I make to myself...
When you told me that you wanted me to come with you...you weren't asking for just yourself...you were asking for someone else too. Did you not see it in my eyes that I wanted just you to ask me. To say,
"Come with me....Stay."
But instead you said,
"We want you to come."
I know how she feels about me. but you is a different matter....
I guess I'll never know if you love me....